courtney {コートニー}  | 22 |  i draw, sculpt, and bake
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Gerard what even goes on in his head  Way

Gerard “lost his” Way.

is he even real

Everyone around me is so talented art wise and I’m just…in the back crying over my inability to do much of anything that impresses myself.

I feel like everything I do is a waste of time…art-wise and life-wise. I hate both of my jobs (mainly for management reasons), my art is struggling badly because of my current mental state, I feel like I have no one to talk to because my brain convinces me I shouldn’t bother anyone with my stupid problems.

I’m so lost.

this was going so well too.

too spoopy and crepey for me

weredogalism asked: #1,#6, and #8- TV Shows

1.) URL Meaning: So when I first got a deviantART account (Jinx0007) I made a decent amount of friends there and I had one wanting to give me an even more personal nickname than Jinx so she asked what my real name was and she took the “Ney” in Courtney and started calling me that and it just stuck. Once I’d gotten a tumblr I had no idea what to call myself so I kinda stole the “zilla” portion off of Nat Allegri.

6.) Favorite Band:  Oh dear lord…too many to say really but Tool, A Perfect Circle, Coheed and Cambria, and Walk Off the Earth just to name a few (and I mean A FEW)

8.) Top 5 TV Shows: Steven Universe, Adventure Time, Kuragehime, Avatar the Last Airbender/Legend of Korra , and …does Bee and Puppycat count?

let me introduce myself

1. the meaning behind my url
2. a picture of me
3. tattoos i have
4. last time i cried and why
5. piercings i have
6. favorite band
7. biggest turn off(s)
8. top 5 (insert subject)
9. tattoos i want
10. biggest turn on(s)
11. age
12. ideas of a perfect date
13. life goal(s)
14. piercings i want
15. relationship status
16. favorite movie
17. a fact about my life
18. phobia
19. middle name
20. anything you want to ask


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